inside the mind

These empty tears

Crumble down my hated face

And it bleaches a sorrow-

Full of Guilt.

You look down on me

Scream the thousand callous words

To have me vanish-

As I want to.

My skies turn gray

Dreams deflate

And soon my mind fades-

along with my soul.

With scrathes written on walls

Pictures ripped

Floor full of pieces of my cut up hair-

I am torn.

You left me a loner

In a despair room

Thats has me in its grasp-

But a plead I will not show.

So I will remain still

I will be with patience

And I will wait-

For you to listen.

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He said to me,

"Girl you are so broken."

I shot his eyes with mine.

I stood staring.

He then said,

"Girl are you blind, just what can you not see?"

I still stood there,

I still stared.

Tears would roll down.

Blood would spread upon my knuckles.

Shattered glass lie among the floor.

He would not leave me to be.

He was silent now.

I, still silent.

Eyes stared back and forth.

Mouths would quiver.

Teardrops,

Blooddrops,

Is all the music our ears would embrace.

He was walking away now.

I grasp his hand.

I look at the piece of broken mirror.

I said,

"Papa, I am shame of me."

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